This section feels different from the others – it isn’t as linear, for one thing. My memory of this year reflects that – things are chaotic as I’ve lost all interest in succeeding in Ireland. I just wanted to get out. Of course there were two other options open to me, but one didn’t guarantee the outcome I wanted, and the other guaranteed and outcome I didn’t want.
I’ll just have to read the whole bloody thing out loud tomorrow and go from there.